Hello!
This week has been one of those weeks that had the highest highs and the lowest lows. We had a ward picnic and met a lot of people in the ward- including the new elder which is weird, the other elder was here forever! We somehow managed to make this the best week of the entire transfer as far as goals and numbers- which is crazy because during the day sometimes it seemed like we were pushing against a brick wall with these people. The Lord truly touches hearts! Our biggest miracle is that a little girl is getting baptized on Saturday! Her mother finally gave permission and we have been teaching her very briefly because she knows everything and already has a great testimony. She'll be baptized into the North Branch ward (not our ward) but it will be wonderful to be there! I'm so excited!| Taking a break in the shade on a hot day |
Lately I've been really focusing on hope and not getting discouraged. I have been needing to remember that it's not ME some of these people reject, it is the Lord. I need to have hope to know that the Lord is not done with them- that he has a plan for them and they just aren't ready right now. Just as an example- Yesterday we finally saw a less active mom we've been trying to see- she is so kind and sweet but she told us, with a smile, that she should probably just let us know that she's not coming back to church. Heart=Broken!! I started wondering this morning why I kept dwelling on that rejection- I've gotten so many! At first my pride told me I'm just sad because I love them and want what's best for them- and to a degree that's really true. But thinking deeper and being more honest with myself, I felt slighted. Personally, I felt like she was saying no to me, but that is so not the case! I am a disciple of Christ and it is not me they see and say no to- it is the truth. They will have other chances and other experiences in their lives that will bring them to Christ, but right at that moment I am not going to be one of them. and that's okay! Sadly, I am not perfect, and even though I know this deep in my heart, it is easy to forget.
Please don't forget that this work is much bigger than us- getting tripped up on the little rejections or weaknesses we have is not the way! Hope and faith can truly lead us closer to God and help us recognize that love that we each so DESPERATELY need to feel! Don't be afraid to share this gospel because of fear of personal rejection- that is not what's important! That, to be honest, is a sign of pride, because we are more worried about what people think of US than how they act toward God. A really awesome quote by a guy named Busch that I LOVE says- "Minimize your fear of what man can do and Magnify your fear of the consequences of sin." or something to that effect. Thank goodness for a merciful God who loves us no matter our weaknesses!
| Me and another cow! |
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I love you all so much!!!! Keep the faith and stay true :D
Hurrah for Israel!!
Love,
Sister Roberts